So long since i Blog!

aiyo... looking at the date i last came here and leave a trail, that is almost one month ago already! Better start to blog something, otherwise XUan will scold me from backsliding from blogging again laiox .... LOLx!




been so busy at work since december, and things seem to be slowing down a tiny little bit (which i really hope it is). Work been so taxing on me, physically, and its seems like the weight of the work, plus the office politics are getting so heavy on my shoulders, that I am almost crushed under it. Everyday, I got to ask God to renew my strength, give me wisdom to deal with that irritating, stuck in the mud and arrogant person in the office.



My colleagues all tell me that I am too soft alreeady. Thats why she is always looking out for me to bully. Come to think and analyse it lor. yeah wor, I am always the one to get "it" from her, and then after few hours, her mood will ve a 180 degrees change!



I think i need to get to be more fierce and vocal in office! I cannt allow myelf to be constantly bullied by her ! IRritating! Lord, Give me WISDOM and endurance! I really worried that I may say something nasty to her very very soon, if she still contine to push her luck, a little bit, bit by bit by the day! I am so scared that I cant control myself!!



But thank God, for the Holy Spirit, so far, I have not said anyting nasty to her. Must be the Holy SPirit controlling my temper, and giving me maximum self-control! But God, please help me! I dunno how long more I can sustain under such eractic and psycho-pathic people anymore~

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ARGHARGHARGH!!!


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